Chapter 32
ONE day when I was busy with my books and Mr Pocket, I
received a note by the post, the mere o utside of which threw me
into a great flutter; for, though I had never seen the handwriting
in which it was addressed, I divined whose hand it was. It had no
set beginning, as Dear Mr Pip, or Dear Pip, or Dear Sir, or Dear
Anything, but ran thus:
`I am to come to London the day after to-morrow by the mid-day
coach. I believe it was setled you should meet me? At all events Miss
Havisham has that impression, and I write in obedience to it. She sends
you her regard. ,
Yours,ESTELLA.
If there had been time, I should probably have ordered several
suits of clothes for this occasion; but as there was not, I was fain
to be content with those I had. My appetite vanished instantly, and
I knew no peace or rest until the day arrived. Not that its arrival
brought me either; for, then I was worse than ever, and began
haunting the coach-office in Wood-street, Cheapside, before the
coach had left the Blue Boar in our town. For all that I knew this
perfectly well, I still felt as if it were not safe to let the coach-office
be out of my sight longer than five minutes at a time; and in this
condition of unreason I had performed the first half-hour of a
watch of four or five hours, when Wemmick ran against me.
`Halloa, Mr Pip,' said he; `how do you do? I should hardly have
thought this was your beat.'
I explained that I was waiting to meet somebody who was
coming up by coach, and I inquired after the Castle and the Aged.
`Both flourishing, thankye,' said Wemmick, `and particularly the
Aged. He's in wonderful feather. He'll be eighty-two next birthday.
I have a notion of firing eighty-two times, if the neighbourhood
shouldn't complain, and that cannon of mine should prove equal
to the pressure. However, this is not London talk. Mere do you
think I am going to?'
`To the office?' said I, for he was tending in that direction.
`Next thing to it,' returned Wemmick, `I am going to Newgate.
We are in a banker's-parcel case just at present, and I have been
down the road taking a squint at the scene of action, and thereupon
must have a word or two with our client.'
`Did your client commit the robbery?' I asked.
`Bless your soul and body, no,' answered Wemmick, very drily.
`But he is accused of it. So might you or I be. Either of us might
be accused of it, you know.'
`Only neither of us is,' I remarked.
`Yah!' said Wemmick, touching me on the breast with his fore-
finger; `you're a deep one, Mr Pip! Would you like to have a look
at Newgate? Have you time to spare?'
I had so much time to spare, that the proposal came as a relief,
notwithstanding its irreconcilability with my latent desire to keep
my eye on the coach-office. Muttering that I would make the
inquiry whether I had time to walk with him, I went into the office,
and ascertained from the clerk with the nicest precision and much
to the trying of his temper, the earliest moment at which the coach
could be expected -- which I knew beforehand, quite as well as he. I
then rejoined Mr Wemmick, and affecting to consult my watch and
to be surprised by the information I had received, accepted his offer.
We were at Newgate in a few minutes, and we passed through the
lodge where some fetters were hanging up on the bare walls among
the prison rules, into the interior of the jail. At that time, jails were
much neglected, and the period of exaggerated reaction consequent
on all public wrong-doing -- and which is always its heaviest and
longest punishment -- was still far off. So, felons were not lodged
and fed better than soldiers (to say nothing of paupers), and seldom
set fire to their prisons with the excusable object of improving the
flavour of their soup. It was visiting time when Wemmick took
me in; and a potman was going his rounds with beer; and the
prisoners, behind bars in yards, were buying beer, and talking to
friends; and a frouzy, ugly, disorderly, depressing scene it was.
It struck me that Wemmick walked among the prisoners, much
as a gardener might walk among his plants. This was first put into
my head by his seeing a shoot that had come up in the night, and
saying, `What, Captain Tom? Are you there? Ah, indeed!' and
also `Is that Black Bill behind the cistern? Why I didn't look for
you these two months; how do you find yourself?' Equally in his
stopping at the bars and attending to anxious whisperers -- always
singly -- Wemmick with his post-office in an immovable state,
looked at them while in conference, as if he were taking particular
notice of the advance they had made, since last observed, towards
coming out in full blow at their trial.
He was highly popular, and I found that he took the familiar
department of Mr Jaggers's business: though something of the
state of Mr Jaggers hung about him too, forbidding approach
beyond certain limits. His personal recognition of each successive
client was comprised in a nod, and in his settling his hat a little
easier on his head with both hands, and then tightening the post-
office, and putting his hands in his pockets. In one or two instances,
there was a difficulty respecting the raising of fees, and then Mr
Wemmick, backing as far as possible from the insufficient money
produced, said, `It's no use, my boy. I'm only a subordinate.
I can't take it. Don't go on in that way with a subordinate. If you
are unable to make up your quantum, my boy, you had better
address yourself to a principal; there are plenty of principals in the
profession, you know, and what is not worth the while of one, may
be worth the while of another; that's my recommendation to you,
speaking as a subordinate. Don't try on useless measures. Why
should you? Now, who's next?'
Thus, we walked through Wemmick's greenhouse, until he
turned to me and said, `Notice the man I shall shake hands with.'
I should have done so, without the preparation, as he had shaken
hands with no one yet.
Almost as soon as he had spoken, a portly upright man (whom
I can see now, as I write) in a well-worn olive-coloured frock-coat,
with a peculiar pallor over-spreading the red in his complexion,
and eyes that went wandering about when he tried to fix them,
came up to a corner of the bars, and put his hand to his hat -- which
had a greasy and fatty surface like cold broth -- with a half-serious
and half-jocose military salute.
`Colonel, to you!' said Wemmick; `how are you, Colonel?'
`All right, Mr Wemmick.'
`Everything was done that could be done, but the evidence was
coo strong for us, Colonel.'
`Yes it was too strong, sir -- but I don't care.'
`No, no,' said Wemmick, coolly, `you don't care.' Then, turning
to me, `Served His Majesty this man. Was a soldier in the line and
bought his discharge.'
I said, `Indeed? ' and the man's eyes looked at me, and then
looked over my head, and then looked all round me, and then he
drew his hand across his lips and laughed.
`I think I shall be out of this on Monday, sir,' he said to Wem-
mick.
`Perhaps,' returned my friend, `but there's no knowing.'
`I am glad to have the chance of bidding you good-bye, Mr
Wemmick,' said the man, stretching out his hand between two bars.
`Thankye,' said Wemmick, shaking hands with him. `Same to
you, Colonel.'
`If what I had upon me when taken, had been real, Mr Wem-
mick,' said the man, unwilling to let his hand go, `I should have
asked the fuvour of your wearing another ring -- in acknowledgment
of your attentions.'
`I'll accept the will for the deed,' said Wemmick. `By-the-bye;
you were quite a pigeon-fancier.' The man looked up at the sky.
`I am told you had a remarkable breed of tumblers. Could you
commission any friend of yours to bring me a pair, if you've no
further use for 'em?'
`It shall be done, sir.'
`All right,' said Wemmick, `they shall be taken care of. Good
afternoon, Colonel. Good-bye!' They shook hands again, and as
we walked away Wemmick said to me, `A Coiner, a very good
workman. The Recorder's report is made to-day, and he is sure to
be executed on Monday. Still you see, as far as it goes, a pair of
pigeons are portable property, all the same.' With that, he looked
back, and nodded at this dead plant, and then cast his eyes about
him in walking out of the yard, as if he were considering what other
pot would go best in its place.
As we came out of the prison through the lodge, I found that the
great importance of my guardian was appreciated by the turnkeys,
no less than by those whom they held in charge. `Well, Mr
Wemmick,' said the turnkey, who kept us between the two studded
and spiked lodge gates, and who carefully locked one before he
unlocked the other, `what's Mr Jaggers going to do with that
waterside murder? Is he going to make it manslaughter, or what's
he going to make of it?'
`Why don't you ask him?' returned Wemmick.
`Oh yes, I dare say!' said the turnkey.
`Now, that's the way with them here, Mr Pip,' remarked
Wemmick, turning to me with his post-office elongated. `They
don't mind what they ask of me, the subordinate; but you'll never
catch 'em asking any questions of my principal.'
`Is this young gentleman one of the 'prentices or articled ones of
your office?' asked the turnkey, with a grin at Mr Wemmick's
humour.
`There he goes again, you see!' cried Wemmick, `I told you so!
Asks another question of the subordinate before his first is dry!
Well, supposing Mr Pip is one of them?'
`Why then,' said the turnkey, grinning again, `he knows what
Mr Jaggers is.'
`Yah!' cried Wemmick, suddenly hitting out at the turnkey in a
facetious way, `you're as dumb as one of your own keys when you
have to do with my principal, you know you are. Let us out, you
old fox, or I'll get him to bring an action against you for fulse
imprisonment.'
The turnkey laughed, and gave us good day, and stood laughing
at us over the spikes of the wicket when we descended the steps into
the street.
`Mind you, Mr Pip,' said Wemmick, gravely in my ear, as he
took my arm to be more confidential; `I don't know that Mr
Jaggers does a better thing than the way in which he keeps himself
so high. He's always so high. His constant height is of a piece
with his immense abilities. That Colonel durst no more take leave
of him, than that turnkey durst ask him his intentions respecting a
case. Then, between his height and them, he slips in his subordinate
- don't you see? -- and so he has 'em, soul and body.'
I was very much impressed, and not for the first time, by my
guardian's subtlety. To confess the truth, I very heartily wished,
and not for the first time, that I had had some other guardian of
minor abilities.
Mr Wemmick and I parted at the office in Little Britain, where
suppliants for Mr Jaggers's notice were lingering about as usual,
and I returned to my watch in the street of the coach-office, with
some three hours on hand. I consumed the whole time in thinking
how strange it was that I should be encompassed by all this taint
of prison and crime; that, in my childhood out on our lonely
marshes on a winter evening I should have first encountered it;
that, it should have reappeared on two occasions, starting out like a
stain that was faded but not gone; that, it should in this new way
pervade my fortune and advancement. While my mind was thus
engaged, I thought of the beautiful young Estella, proud and
refined, coming towards me, and I thought with absolute abhor-
rence of the contrast between the jail and her. I wished that Wem-
mick had not met me, or that I had not yielded to him and gone
with him, so that, of all days in the year on this day, I might not
have had Newgate in my Breath and on my clothes. I beat the prison
dust off my feet as I sauntered to and fro, and I shook it out of my
dress, and I exhaled its air from my lungs. So contaminated did I
feel, remembering who was coming, that the coach came quickly
after all, and I was not yet free from the soiling consciousness of
Mr Wemmick's conservatory, when I saw her face at the coach
window and her hand waving to me.
What was the nameless shadow which again in that one instant
had passed ?
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